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Journal Entry: Sun Jul 6, 2008, 6:23 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Silence
  • Reading: what I type
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: nothing to tired
  • Eating: Just ate Shrimp Kabobs
  • Drinking: DEW!!!
It's been a long ass time since I've been on here and updated so here it goes. Cody and I final found a beautiful house in the country and were sharing it with my family. All was well until my cousin and his fat as girl friend old enough to be his mother moved in and started telling me how to parent my own child. Many times things got heated but last week it got really back and punches were thrown and charges were pressed. Needless to say we lost that house and we are now living back at my inlaws searching for a place to call our own. I might go to jail next week for my second domestic violence in front of a minor within 3 months. My mood is improving a little more everyday. I can face going to jail as long as I know my little boy is waiting with his daddy when I get out. I lost my job because of all the bullshit that went on and to top it all off I took a pregnacy test this morning and guess what?.....that's right it was positive. I'm going in to get a blood test done tomorrow. Anyway, my interent is fucked where I am living so I'll update when I can. If anyone cares enough to know sooner my number is 801 and then 645 and then 2087. Alright talk to ya'll later.
Peace out,
Ashleigh VanZweden Oh yeah I legally took my husband's name last week. LOL Took me long enough right?

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Old enough to know better but still too young to care
  • Current Residence: Utah
  • Interests: poetry, music, horses, working,and Cody
  • Favourite movie: Wit, and anything Vampire related
  • Favourite band or musician: Insane Clown Posse
  • Favourite genre of music: 80's
  • Favourite artist: Violent J
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Donne
  • Favourite photographer: Too many to name though none are famous yet
  • Operating System: DSL
  • MP3 player of choice: My new Phone
  • Shell of choice: Hermit Crab
  • Wallpaper of choice: Stuart Townsend as Lestat
  • Skin of choice: Preferably my own but I wouldn't mind jumping someone else's
  • Favourite game: Soul Caliber III
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: GIR
  • Personal Quote: "Focus on the Fishies"
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything, Anytime, Anywhere

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*Smiley-87:iconSmiley-87: Oct 30, 2007, 9:28:25 AM
Gifted, I dunno...

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If it moves shoot it... because I probably won't have my camera on in time :/
~deadheart87:icondeadheart87: Oct 29, 2007, 1:25:04 PM
No problem, you are gifted! Things are going much better for me at the moment thank you.

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!Life is meaningless and death is endless!
"Love looks not with the heart but with the mind and therefore has winged cupid painted blind."
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*Smiley-87:iconSmiley-87: Oct 25, 2007, 3:19:41 AM
Needless to say thanks for the +fav hope things are goin well!

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If it moves shoot it... because I probably won't have my camera on in time :/
~EMOisLOOOVE:iconEMOisLOOOVE: Oct 24, 2007, 12:16:00 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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I want to wake up kicking and screaming, I want to live like I know what I'm leaving.
I want to know that my heart still beating. It's beating. It's beating. I'm bleeding.
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Hurt people hurt.
How can you look at me when I can't stand myself?
~deadheart87:icondeadheart87: Oct 24, 2007, 10:47:02 AM
ell'o!

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!Life is meaningless and death is endless!
"Love looks not with the heart but with the mind and therefore has winged cupid painted blind."
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~SapphireStorm:iconSapphireStorm: Sep 19, 2007, 7:09:43 PM
Why hello there fellow Utahn :dance:

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I love you.

Icon made by =brittanysaysmoo :heart:
~Violent-Squeeg:iconViolent-Squeeg: Aug 11, 2007, 8:30:42 PM
Thanks Lette.

MCL,
-Squeeg.


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Dude, these crickets are fucking speaking Japanese to me man!
~LadyLitanie:iconLadyLitanie: Sep 18, 2006, 6:27:04 AM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: :glomp: :flirty:

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:blackrose: Quod me nutrit me destruit :blackrose:
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~TheJinxedOne:iconTheJinxedOne: Jun 23, 2006, 1:06:03 PM
ur welcome

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I'm Only Laughing On The Outside. My Smile Is Only Skin Deep. If You Could See Inside I'm Really Crying, You Might Join Me For A Weep...
~deadheart87:icondeadheart87: Jun 22, 2006, 4:28:43 PM
Thank you

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~TheJinxedOne:iconTheJinxedOne: Jun 22, 2006, 4:24:41 PM
i like that u are a poet...

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I'm Only Laughing On The Outside. My Smile Is Only Skin Deep. If You Could See Inside I'm Really Crying, You Might Join Me For A Weep...
~deadheart87:icondeadheart87: Jun 21, 2006, 7:05:47 PM
thank you not so much anymore but a few of my earlier works weren't so bad

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!Life is meaningless and death is endless!
"Love looks not with the heart but with the mind and therefore has winged cupid painted blind."
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~nny777slavelabor:iconnny777slavelabor: Jun 21, 2006, 6:44:27 PM
really good poetry

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living reflection of a dream


PYON
*leviathanslover:iconleviathanslover: Dec 19, 2005, 3:17:46 AM
thanks for thefaves hon

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Dont say I'm the one you want to lose
Time goes on but we dont have to
Dont tell me I have to go
Dont tell me I'm the one
You used to love
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pain is the only reality that makes sense
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*leviathanslover:iconleviathanslover: Oct 28, 2005, 6:18:50 PM
grrr baby, very grrr LOL hehe... love ya!

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Dont say I'm the one you want to lose
Time goes on but we dont have to
Dont tell me I have to go
Dont tell me I'm the one
You used to love
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pain is the only reality that makes sense
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