deadheart87

Well, since my last post I lost my job at arctic circle due to some bi-polar issues.  I currently work at Subway again.  I have had cervical cancer and a surgery to remove it.  I also recently went through another surgery to look for more cancer but thankfully none was found.  They did find endometriosis and I am currently on menapause inducing hormone treatments to kill it.  Life has been one hell of a roller coaster!  Cody and I are doing well!  Trying to enjoy eachother as much as possible.  Asher was recently deamed autistic and we are struggling with that trying to find the right combo of meds and therapy.  Hopefully this fall we will ha

Alright, since my last entry I have become a salaried Assistant manager at Artic Circle.  Cody and I have worked everything out and as soon as I save up the money we will be moving back in with each other.  My sister will soon be moving home and living with us as well.  I can't wait.  I am working 60+ hours a week now and have no real life other than work.  I have kicked certain people and habits out of my life and am living stressed but happy and clean one day at a time now.  Asher is growing like a weed and finds a new button to push every day.  He's an evil lil cub but I love him anyway.  Pretty much nothing horrible to report this time. I

Well since my last journal Cody and I have seperated.  I am now living back with my grandma and alot has happened with my life.  I met a guy named Kyle and my world was turned upside down.  He is a recovering heroin addict and I let him stay with me for a couple months.  In that time he relapsed on heroin, over dosed on ephedrine, and then over dosed on welbutren.  He has since moved out and is now living with his horse faced girl friend that I can't stand. Oh and it doesn't help that in the time that I've known him I have fallen madly in love with him and he could care less.  When Walmart fired me the day before my last entry I threatened a